“Your Will Is My Will” by Dr. Donaldson (The Light Portal)

As I lay in Light Portal™ tears were rolling down my cheeks when finally I felt the familiar Light Portal™ calming energy. I sighed and as I exhaled, my whole being melted into the bed. As my body and mind calmed, these simple words came to me softly and became so powerful, so freeing, so loving, so supportive, so resonating with me after a relationship had suddenly been torn out of my life, I needed to share them. The suddenness was gut wrenching and unbalancing.

A soul mate, a one and only, an everything that enhanced me, a thing that made my life more balanced and could never be replaced, was ripped to shreds. In an instant, all I had cherished was gone. All our life time we run into this scenario. It is a part of human existence. It is innate in our belief systems.

What was my responsibility in this happening? What are my lessons? Which direction do I go? How do I recover my balance? Why did this happen?

These were questions I asked myself over and over. I was desperate for the answers as I felt myself drowning and the answers were the only things that would save me. Lying again in Light Portal™ hoping to get a reprise from my thoughts and questions, I would feel my heart thoughts take over my head thoughts, and subsequently my perceptions would change. “He is always with me, has been always with me, and will be always with me.” And with this tears swelled in my heart and overflowed through my eyes, so gut wrenchingly deep was the love I felt and still feel.

Words of Kahil Gibran rushed into my head as my being was desperate to gain an understanding of what just happened before any more swells of tears would come back and stop my thoughts.

“One day you will ask me which is more important, my life or yours? I will say mine. And you will walk away not knowing that you are my life.”

I never had the chance say this.

“Ever has it been that love knows not its own depth until the hour of separation.”

Is it necessary I can never feel the true depth of a love until it is gone?

No human relation gives one possession in another—every two souls are absolutely different. In friendship or in love, the two side by side raise hands together to find what one cannot reach alone.” Is this why we are here on earth, to explore with another person what you cannot explore by yourself?

“When you are sorrowful look again in your heart, and you shall see that in truth you are weeping for that which has been your delight.”

We experience two opposites in order to experience the other completely.

“But if you love, and must needs have desires, let these be your desires:

To melt and be like a running brook that sings its melody to the night.
To know the pain of too much tenderness.
To be wounded by your own understanding of love,
And to bleed willingly and joyfully.”

And so I am bleeding willfully and joyfully as I feel love so deep and dear between us. I rejoice in the love I was able to experience that I had never been able to experience before. I rejoice in the every moment our bodies touched, our hearts opened, every second our souls became entwined.

Only PEACE comes in the words, YOUR WILL IS MY WILL. Saying them I feel their power. They are powerful for the person giving and for the person receiving. Saying, YOUR WILL IS MY WILL frees both people to his own journey as it holds love and respect for the other person even through not understanding ‘why’. I quickly realized, ‘why’ was not the question to ask, nor to be answered. It merely was and now it is.

YOUR WILL IS MY WILL. In doing things for others, in ‘taking care’ of others, we think we are doing the right thing, the noble thing. We feel we are showing the person love. These acts may quickly be felt and received as degrading, controlling or manipulating. So what came from a desire to “make” another person happy, may actually take away the other person’s opportunity to create their own happiness. No one can ever “make” us happy until we allow ourselves to be happy.

YOUR WILL IS MY WILL. it just is. The concept connects us all, as we are all separate and all one. It gives and it receives. It is the yin and the yang in creation. It is respect, limitless, eternal, infinite. It is peace. It is joy. It is oneness without judgment.

I give thanks to have had a love in my life that taught me so much.

What is better than this? I am open and look forward to finding out! Kahlil Gibran Quotes (Author of The Prophet) – Goodreads